Second Day Struggle

Morning.

I'm starting my blog before the end of my day today. There is just something bothering me right now that I needed to blog about.
 

For some reason I am thinking a lot about the situation that happened to me on Friday night. I keep replaying events and conversations from that night in my head. It is distracting me from the girls. I have been thinking about it but not when I should be focused on my girls. It is just right now that I am being distracted. I will be asking God to take my thoughts away because I cannot handle thinking about this anymore. 

Afternoon.

Things began looking better after my blog entry this morning. I needed time to journal and get out my feelings. So obviously this morning was not as great as last night, neither was the whole day really. It definitely picked up after lunch. I spent most of my free time in the pool. I played basketball with the boys, which was incredibly fun. I even had to leave to spend time with my girls because I would have stayed the whole time if I didn't. Thankfully I remembered this week is not about me. So I joined the girls playing Marco Polo.  Honestly my favorite part was being in the sun and enjoying my new tan. 

The energy was not as hyped at club. Last night was just unbeliveable. Today's club was still high energy but I think the events of the day made the kids tired. Cabin Time was seemed to be slacking. The girls didn't open up and the questioned we asked were a bit hard for them to understand. It made the time unorganized. I eventually had to change up the questions. 

I am now feeling relief. I understand how important it will be for me to spend time by myself and with God. He is all over this camp. In every song, every server and every staff. I can't wait for my girls to realize that.